Well...been together with my dearest xiao zhu for 3months le...though we cant always be together... but we spent quality moments when we see each other...i'm always missing him when i dun see him...though tis kinda of feeling dun feel quite good but i'm trying to get along wif it...the feeling towards xiao zhu is reali getting stronger day by day...i reali cant imagine if one day xiao zhu leave my piglet's life...everyday i fear that he will leave mi...cos recently i've been dreaming that he will leave me for my fren...someone who's equally important in my life too...i haven told anyone abt it yet....cos i reali duno who to tell it to...tis matter reali bothers mi alot...it always scares mi when xiao zhu dun contact mi for the day...i know alot of things are unpredictable...i onli know that i cant afford to lose xiao zhu...the fears fill the whole of mi...

How do I,Get through one night without you?
If I had to live without you,
What kind of life would that be?
Oh I, I need you in my arms, need you to hold,
You're my world, my heart, my soul,
If you ever leave,
Baby you would take away everything good in my life,
And tell me now

How do I live without you?
I want to know,
How do I breathe without you?
If you ever go,
How do I ever, ever survive?
How do I, how do I, oh how do I live?

Without you,
There'd be no sun in my sky,
There would be no love in my life,
There'd be no world left for me.
And I,Baby I don't know what I would do,
I'd be lost if I lost you,
If you ever leave,
Baby you would take away everything real in my life,
And tell me now,

How do I live without you?
I want to know,
How do I breathe without you?
If you ever go,
How do I ever, ever survive?
How do I, how do I, oh how do I live?

Please tell me baby,
How do I go on?
If you ever leave,
Baby you would take away everything,
I need you with me,
Baby don't you know that you're everything good in my life?
And tell me now,

How do I live without you,
I want to know,
How do I breathe without you?
If you ever go,
How do I ever, ever survive?
How do I, how do I, oh how do I live?
How do I live without you?
How do I live without you baby?




love you

on Sunday, August 22, 2004; 7:14 pm