*YeaH* Finally saw Xiao Zhu on Wed...but onli met up wif him for less than half an hour...cos Xiao Zhu gotta go home and complete his tutorial...i was juz wondering...if i had nv baked a cake for him den i wun haf the chance to meet up wif him to pass it to him le...i noe..at times i've got some selfish thinking...but at the same time...i noe i haf to understand Xiao Zhu's situation...got to be understanding towards his heavy workload...though he call mi almost everyday...but it seems to mi like we are drifting apart...a phone call is so near but yet so far...and it seems like we got nothing to talk abt...i duno whether tis will pose a problem for us anot...i juz dun wana gif him any stress or pressure in tis relationship cos i noe his overload is alreadi quite stressful for him to handle le...wat should i do? talk it out wif him? dun wan la...look like will gif him another thing to worry...haiz...wat am i doing? wat am i thinking?


love you

on Saturday, September 11, 2004; 12:13 am