Another week coming to an end le...so boring...O level exam starting next wed...den flying off to shanghai on sat morning...though it's a holiday trip...but i dun feel like leaving...have to leave xiao zhu here...so sad...canot see him for at least 9 days...den when i'm back for my last paper on the 18th...the next day i leaving again...haiz...Hope things will be alright for us when i'm not around...dun wish to see any changes between us when i'm not around...reali so scare of losing someone...
fri--> juz a normal day for mi...xiao zhu called mi quite early that day...around 1 plus...say he will call mi later in the evening...but he didnt...he's always like tis...
sat--> went to change my passport pic...thot would go out wif xiao zhu on that day...had gastric uncomfort on that day too...so had fish porridge for dinner that nite...midnight...xiao zhu called...finally...after a long long wait...he finally called...i almost went crazy while waiting for his call...
sun--> woke up early to go breakfast wif xiao zhu, mom and bro...went pasir panjang for roti prata...suppose to go haf dim sum wif xiao zhu family but his mum cant make up her mind where to go n eat...after breakfast...we went clementi to get some you tiao cos mom cooking bak ku teh that night...after that we went home...lazy xiao zhu...so fast slp le after he reach my hse...heh heh...so tempted by him to slp so i went to slp too...after waking up...send xiao zhu home den went grandma hse for lunch...den as usual...tuition again...second last lesson le...
mon-->had wanted to stay home to study but was dragged out by my classmates for a drink so went for a while...wasted one day...
tue--> had wanted to study again...but xiao zhu called mi around noon saying that he finish work le...and will be reaching home in 40 min...so he ask mi to go over...halfway to xiao zhu hse...started to drizzle...den when reaching...it start to get heavier...so gotta walk faster if not later by the time i reach...alreadi become wet wet de chicken le...haha...watch dvd but halfway thru...xiao zhu doze off le...so cute de...doze off so easily...
wed--> went shopping wif qing ai de...so tired...went far east to eat den went PS to buy some things from Spotlight den went Ikea to buy my organiser n 2 big big cushion...all the way carry home...so heavy...seems like tai tai shopping but wif no driver...haha...
thu--> that's today...hands so pain today...haf to revise my work later...cant wait to see xiao zhu...hope to see Xiao zhu as often before i fly to Shanghai...
*Elf piglet...I reali duno how long we still haf to cool down...I onli noe that we are reali drifting apart...how long is tis gona be? I'm reali going crazy...Juz wana go back to wat we used to be...nothing else...dun ask for much anymore...
love you
on Thursday, October 28, 2004; 11:51 am
