Tis week is like passing so fast...it's alreadi tue today...tml...i'll be having my 1st O level exam...Eng...lots of fear in it...fri...will be my death day...a maths...arghhhh!!!! Kinda haf no mood to study...something hard kinda hit mi...i'm hurt again...thot i'll nv be hurted by anyone again...but who noes...i've been hurted by the most impossible person...Elf piglet...6 months and 29 days...everything is over...Nv gona haf that kinda blissful life wif elf piglet again le...thot it will be a happy ending between us...didnt expect tis kinda fatal ending...Is it reali that easy to let go of someone whom u love? I dun understand tis...Beautiful memories...all stopping here le...mayb letting go is a better choice for best of us...if elf piglet will be happier tis way...i dun mind letting go..i dun mind having to go thru all the pain n heartbreaking moments...mayb we are not meant to be...if we are not meant to be...y let love grow between us and crash it in the end? Love is so cruel sometimes...Things can change so much over a short period of time...Life...LOve...wat are all tis? well...i'm trying hard to get on wif life...it's not easy...cos losing a friend...one close friend is such a bad hit to mi...but i'll nv stop trying...to get back tis such a good friend of mi...
Time to Sum up my things for last week...
Thu--> Xiao zhu came over in the evening to fax some credit card thingy...that lazy pig...slept right after dinner...well...he's not lazy la...understand that he's juz tired...but i juz love calling him a lazy pig...haha...slept so soundly till 10 plus...watch for love or money together...xiao zhu onli left at midnight...if onli he dun haf to go home...that will be nice...heh heh...
fri-->while revising my work...xiao zhu called around 5 plus...grumble that he cant go home that night cos next day gotta report early for work...ke lian de xiao zhu...
sat-->slept till noon time...i'm a pig ma...cant blame mi for slping till so late...xiao zhu call around 5 plus...he onli finish work at 4 plus 5 plus...grumble again...cos half of his sat gone...so cute whenever he grumble...
sun-->went breakfast wif xiao zhu,mom and bro at jurong east...had tim sum that morning...after that came home...xiao zhu right away went to slp again...heh heh...lazy pig... =p tempt mi to slp too...haha...so 2 pigs went to bed...felt so blessed at that moment...able to haf him by my side when i wake up... =) dragged him to my grandma hse for lunch again...dun wan him to starve ma...and that day was aso the last tuition lesson for my a math...hopefullly it will be the last tuition lesson of my life...hate tuition!!! Love Xiao zhu...heh heh...
mon-->Revising my a math...Boring...xiao zhu didnt call cos he's out for field camp again...everytime it rains when xiao zhu go for field camp...poor xiao zhu...hope he's not drenched...hope he will be alright...miss him so much...Hug Hug...
love you
on Tuesday, November 02, 2004; 2:02 pm
