The week coming to an end again...finished my eng n a math paper 1...3 down...last one to go...leaving for Shanghai tml morning...early morning...haven seen xiao zhu tis week...wondering if he will come over tonight...if not we wun be seeing each other for more than 2 weeks or even more...I dun even haf any mood to go Shanghai though i was the one who had wanted to go...dun even haf the exciting feeling...probably haf too many things that are hindering around mi...

Everyday...i'll be waiting...waiting for elf piglet's message to be in my inbox again...might be a long wait or a nv ending wait...Juz feel so hurt whenever i thot of him...it's reali sad to lose such a great friend...wondering when will be the next time that we will talk again...will there be such a time? I hope there is...

Tue--> stayed home the whole day cos next day got O level eng exam...xiao zhu called mi that night...told mi to haf an early rest so i went to bed after i finished writing out my notes for the next day exam...

Wed--> the paper was quite alright...hopefully i can pass the paper tis time...after the exam...went lot 1 wif qing ai de...had a heavy but nice lunch...Pizza...Yummy...saw zengyuan aso...still the same as before ba...no change in him...xiao zhu didnt call mi that night...kinda disappointed...haiz...

Thu--> stayed home whole day again...revised my a math till i almost went crazy...felt abit of suffocated when i was going to bed...thot something's gona happen to mi again...prayed hard that i'll be fine...dun wana land up in hospital again...again...xiao zhu nv call mi...wondered wat's going on...




love you

on Friday, November 05, 2004; 11:57 am