It's a brand new year...hope i had a good head start...i hope everything are falling into the right place...especially the disaster victims...

Had my new year countdown wif my pri sch fren tis year...wasnt as fun as i expected but the movie we watched was nice...kung fu hustle...thinking of it...i haven been to the theatre wif my dear piggy for quite a long long long time...almost 6 months le ba...sometimes i feel that we are so close but sometimes i feel that we are so wide apart...y? certain things do change in a short while...it feel so scary...

i saw him that day...tue n thu ba...so qiao...i was still thinking whether i could get to see him anot...didnt expect i saw him when i was at the atrium...was everything meant to be? is it reali reali over? till now i still canot believe that things haf become tis way...tis haf been a great blow to mi...i need time to calm down...but i'll still be waiting...reading thru the past sms we shared...i felt i was closer to u...i dun haf that much of closeness when i read thru xiao zhu sms...mayb he didnt gif mi a sense of security...or mayb other reasons...

Being wif xiao zhu for almost 8 mths le...and i feel that i still noe nothing abt him...wat is tis? feelings are always so near but yet so far...haiz...wat am i thinking? Can i ever haf him n xiao zhu wif mi forever? i dun wana let go of both...cos both of them are reali good to mi...


love you

on Tuesday, January 04, 2005; 10:37 am