I'm sick le...down wif fever, flu, sore throat, headache...starting to fall sick on fri...xiao zhu spend the nite over at my hse after the mahjong session...haha..1st time play mahjong wif him after i've learnt it...not too bad...still "hu" quite a few time...sat morning when i was still sleeping,xiao zhu still put all my piggy around mi and take pictures of mi sleeping...so naughty...spend almost the whole sat wif xiao zhu...my temperature started to rise when i was at his house...his friend sent mi back den xiao zhu accompanied mi back home to rest...the moment when he hold mi when coming up...i feel so blessed and loved by him...i was kinda drownzy at that time...he sent mi to bed, covered mi in my blanket and watched mi sleep...i didnt wan his friend to wait too long so i asked him to leave 1st...

Mon morning,that cute piggy was so worried abt my condition that he kept on calling and smsing mi that day...that nite i met him but i was down wif fever again...i muz haf made him so worried abt mi...tis time...i've reali realised how much xiao zhu care and love mi and how important he is to mi...tis few days, he've been calling mi twice a day to make sure i'm ok and to make sure i go to bed early to rest... =)

Came upon something which stated that "he" haf interest in another gal now...think everything has come to an end...a beautiful ending? maybe...hope he will be happy tis time and hope everything goes well for him tis time...I haf alreadi decided to let "him" go...Give him all my blessings... =)

Well...From now on,I'm gona delicated my whole life to xiao zhu,never gona leave him,wun even harbour any thoughts of leaving him...cos tis time when i'm ill, I've seen through lots of things...his thoughtfulness,care and concern,warmest love...I've alreadi decided that he's gona be mine forever...gona be wif him no matter wat...

*DEAREST PIGGY,I LOVE U...EVERY MOMENT MY HEART BEAT FOR U*


love you

on Thursday, January 27, 2005; 1:59 pm