I'm veri tired now...think my mind is at home...slping on my bed...slept at 3 plus tis morning...cos xiao zhu onli go home at tt time...juz nice i aso need to do my BIS project...

Went for Np track n field training on mon...it was extremely xiong...1st time doing such xiong training...but i had man zu gan...1st time completed a training wif such high determination...but i'm still quite slow as compare wif the others in there...i would consider joining Np track...but he's no longer ard in there...i worri that my determination wun last that long...are u gona go back there?

ke lian de xiao zhu...didnt go home since tue...onli get to slp on his bed last night...yesterday night 10 plus le still haven eat dinner...starving since his tea break...which is onli a teh-o...bet he muz be waiting for the coming public holiday...

And tis week...i saw him twice...once on tue when i went bukit timah plaza for kfc...second time was thu at canteen 3...think he didnt see mi ba...well...i was still flipping thru our memory book yesterday...i was listening to jiang nan on my fren mp3 on the bus...sterted to recall back all the happy n unhappy moments...suddenly felt that i reali love him more...he was always there for mi when i wasnt feeling that gd in my emotion...but i know tis isnt fair for xiao zhu..i was hoping that i could see him...eventually...i saw him at the canteen during lunchtime...Is tis reali called fate? Things that happen between us...are all those suppose to be a joke?


love you

on Friday, January 14, 2005; 9:55 am