Week 5 of semester 2 coming to an end le...everything is like happening so fast that i duno wat's going on...

yesterday kinda angry wif xiao zhu...that lazy piggy...aiyo...sometimes i reali duno how to say him...accompany him to eat dinner at plaza food court den went arcade wif him n his fren John...that piggy...so engrossed in playing K.O.F until he forget mi liao...i was like standing on the other side...wondering where he is...didnt dare to move ard cos so many guys there...i scare scare...can onli stand at one side...trying to control myself...keep telling myself canot throw temper at him later on if he come over...feel so much like crying at that time...felt so neglected...sad sad...still say i gif him monkey face...i hate ppl calling mi a monkey!!! Arghhh!!! but lucky everything was back to normal again...cos he noe he's aso in the wrong...so cute to see him squat down n pull his ears to apologise...haha...should haf taken down that scene...haha =P
xiao zhu accompany mi till 2.15am in the morning den he went home...ke lian de piggy...still gotta walk home at that time...i was reali tired so i took off my contact lens without cleaning them n i went to bed...so lazy of mi...no wonder xiao zhu always say i'm a veri lazy pig...haha...

I aso overheard xiao zhu telling his fren that next week In-camp training will start...that means he's gona get very busy again...and i gona get neglected again...sadist leh...feel so much like spending more time wif him but it look like there's hardly a chance...haiz...
I'm yearning for a thing...something simple but special...been looking ard for a reali nice one...reali wana haf it...
But it's kinda hard to put it across to xiao zhu...worry that he wun share the same thoughts as mi...worry that he might think that i'm trying to tight him down or even think that i'm childish...haiz...

Time for Piggyland...Peace Out~NitEz...
I Love You Is Not Becos I Need You...It's Juz That I Need You Cos I Love You


love you

on Thursday, January 06, 2005; 11:11 pm