It's June alreadi...I'm so excited cos my birthday is coming soon, which means i can get my licence liao...Yeah!!!

It's the 2nd week of sch and i have not made any progress in sch yet...Muz jia you liao....

Hmm...i'm back from penang and piggy haf alreadi finished all his exam papers...piggy say we will celebrate our 1 yr anniversary after his exams and when i'm back from penang...and now everything is over, piggy becomes so busy at work that i haven even seen him since i'm back...though piggy came over on last fri before i left for peneng but it's gona be one week since i last see him...perherps i'm not a good gf, i canot understand him, i canot tolerate it when he's busy with work cos he tend to forget abt mi,neglect mi, i canot take it!!! I noe piggy is good to me, piggy loves mi alot, i noe i've not done my part as a gf, not caring, not patience enough but i noe i love piggy alot too...that's y i'm holding on...i'm trying my best to be a good gf but it's kinda hard...i noe at times i think alot, i wonder alot....cos i'm so scare of disappointment, past relationships haf certainly left a scar in mi...i dun wana get disappointed again, i wan piggy to be the one....partially, i think was because i keep on seeing or knowing couples break off or quarrel...thus causing the fear in mi...causing much more wild thoughts to be running in my mind....I muz be understanding towards piggy's busy schedule at work...i guess mayb i'm tired by those activities that i'm involved in, that's y i'm having a lot of wild thoughts...

Piggy means alot to mi, everything related to piggy matters to mi, i wana stay with him for good, i reali love piggy lots so pls dun take piggy away from mi....I Love U Piggy


love you

on Thursday, June 02, 2005; 9:23 pm