Feeling kinda lousy nw...partially becos of piggy and some dream i had last nite...and i think i'm starting to think too much again...i had a dream last nite...i dreamt of elf piglet...the place seems to be in cineleisure..he came over to talk to mi, we sat down at a sofa, den he held my hand and said that he missed mi and he cant forget abt mi but there seems to be somethings that he wants to say to mi but he juz cant say it out. it seems like he's attached to another gal at that moment and he left mi there, leaving with a group of his frenz...i woke up, realising that he still stands a bit of place in my heart...thinking back, i felt kinda sad abt the fact that i let him go...though many things have changed over tis 1 yr, but memories are always memories left in the heart...i dun deny that i still haven got over him completely, and i noe that such things that happen in dreams would nv come true in real life...could haf been part of my wishful thinking...

*SLAP MYSELF* WAKE UP!!!

piggy called mi yesterday but my bro ans the call cos i went jogging wif my mum, reached home, i called him, talk wif him for a min den he say he's ordering dinner now, and will call mi back later...later later later...his later was like hours...i waited till midnight...i'm not asking much...juz a 5min phone call per day aint difficult...wat i wait for is juz that phone call everyday...sometimes i reali think that my decision is wrong...u can say i'm not understanding again but how long can a normal person take all tis? till now, piggy still hasnt call mi yet...and i suppose he isnt gona call mi tonight...i guess tis time round i'm reali fed up..i'm not gona call or sms him until he call or sms mi..though i have some thoughts of breaking up tis time round, but i'm definately sure that it isnt due to the dream that i had...some other things aso happened last week thus leading to tis thought...well...we shall see.....


love you

on Wednesday, July 06, 2005; 10:30 pm