double hit.

bang!!

1st hit

rainy day. duno y i didnt wana cross the road. saw him. today morning, i was still wondering how come i haven seen him ever since sch starts. and den i juz saw him today. at that moment, my mind went its own way again. i started to flip my memory book of mi and him. i know he's attached now. and no longer thinks of our past. but i duno y i had that kinda werid feeling at that time. am i still holding on to the past? i guess i am. i thot i had completely gotten over him. looks like some parts of it still remains.


WHY??? IF it was never meant to be, why let it happen between us? Sigh....


2nd hit

suppose to be a crush. turns out that he have a gf and i think they are married. and he is 5 yrs older... could have been a one sided crush all along.



*slap myself*


wake up!!! stop dreaming!!! look ahead in life. be glad of wat you have now. feel so much like hitting myself to wake up to reality. wat the hell...


love you

on Thursday, November 09, 2006; 5:13 pm