i wana have a brand new experience. a feeling which i used to have few years back. it's so tiring to love someone. i wana be loved completely. i wana give up all that i have now. i'm waiting for you to give mi a chance to bring up that question to u.


i have someone in mind but i'm not sure if he felt it as well.. i dun wana pin high hope on it. i dun wana misjudge again. i dun wana send out or receive the wrong signa again.l i'll be neutral. i dun need him to be handsome. i dun need him to be tall. i juz want someone who can appreciate mi more than u do.


i have already done all i can. too much that i'm tired out. it's either u take over my duties or it's gone forever. i nv think it was my fault. i've done enough, more than enough. it's ur fault for not appreciating mi and cherishing mi. love mi completely, appreciate mi sincerely. if not i'll be gone... fate of us lies in u. you have the key. i have the lock. it's easy to lock and easy to unlock if you are willing to try and put effort.


leaving you doesn't mean i dun feel for u anymore. i'm juz tired out. i feel i deserve someone else better.

that's all i can advise you for now...


love you

on Friday, December 08, 2006; 3:21 pm