i duno y recently we've been having so many of such conflicts and long slience over the phone due to those conflicts. i really duno wat u want and wat u really have in ur mind. it's not that i didnt bother abt switching over. i juz couldnt find a chance to cut in and it has nv been my habit to juz cut in like that. and at that point of time, it could only have been you to call mi. probably, we really have different perspective of things. the way u view things are different from mine or u're simply juz possessive! if i had not bother, i wouldnt even have switch it over at all and i wun even bother to call u back. worst of all, u simply ignore and refuse to pick it up juz because you thot i didnt bother. it's not even fair to mi in the first place. dumbest thing was, i thot u were already asleep, hence i didnt want to call and disturb you further.



initially, i had wanted to skip thru today's lesson and accompany you for ur big day. i guess there might be a change of plan. furthermore, you'll be having so many ppl to go along with you. i guess i'm already redundant. doesnt matter. anyway, i'm considered as nobody to you. and now, I REALLY JUST CANT BE BOTHERED WITH YOU ANYMORE!!


love you

on Wednesday, August 29, 2007; 2:03 am