juz ended a one hour conversation with someone called John. he was once part of my life 3.5 years ago. but due to some situation, we didnt get together. thinking back, it had been a wise choice. however, back in the conversation juz now, he wanted us to get back again. back to wat we used to be. i guess that may be a bit hard. things wun be as perfect as before. and how could he still have feelings for mi after so long. 3.5 years has passed. wounds have healed but scars remained. maybe everything had been a beautiful lie all along. but no point in coming to hurt mi again. accepting u as a friend again wasnt easy.TO: JOHNur gf loves you deeply and it really seems to mi that u really love your gf deeply too. i wun let you hurt mi again. it wasnt easy to pick up and walk this far. beautiful memories will be kept. i juz hope you can cherish your gf more. love her wholeheartedly like she do. since she didnt know the whole truth of everything, forget all things abt us and carry on happily with her.
love you
on Tuesday, August 28, 2007; 12:59 am